Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Absolutely, positively, and totally pathetic
I've had it on since March 17 -- over six months -- and I only show an 18 pound loss. I've been stagnant most of the time I've had this thing on, and it's all me. I've slacked in some areas, totally screwed up in others... it's effin' depressing to know that I went through this surgery and I'm not much better off than I was when I just dieted. If anything, I lost more in less time when I dieted, losing on average 10+ pounds a month. I did a weightloss program a few years ago and lost 70 pounds in six months. And here I am coming up on my 1-year bandiversary in six weeks, and I'm "only" at 67 pounds lost.
I can't say I feel defeated, but... wow.
Guess I can use this anger at myself to get my ass in the gym now that I know I have free access. I need to get a HUGE grip. :(
Posted by Beth at 9:05 PM