I have another fill scheduled for the 26th, thank God! Here's hoping that one works but doesn't work TOO well so that I'm having issues, since we're heading to Jamaica on August 11. That should be enough of a buffer to know if it is going to be okay or not.
But still -- I'm hungrier than I had hoped. Couple that with the fact that I'm not exercising, and it's just a mess. What's wrong with me?? :(
All I can offer is that when this happens to me it's a sure sign that other aspects of my life are unhappy, and I'm therefore unable to "pull myself together" (hateful expression!). It's as if with other things going wrong, having to deny oneself food as well is just too much to bear. What to do? Wait till it passes while trying to limit the damage - which is what you're doing with your nowhere-near-enough fill. Keep faith!
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I think you're right. Things on the home front have been rough. My dad had a heart attack a couple weeks ago which got me thinking about how short life can be, especially when one is not especially happy. :(
ReplyDeleteThank you, Caroline.
I'm so sorry about your dad - it's a jolt to the system when you realise that the elder generation is no longer the strong one and the dependency situation is reversed. So don't be hard on yourself - sometimes it's just not the right time to worry about weight...
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